I got the job. I went through orientation, training, and put in some shifts. Then I quit to stay home with Madilynn. The more I thought about it, the more I wanted to stay home. I talked to Jordan about it and he agrees. I was going to wait it out through the winter, but with the holidays coming up, I wanted to be sure I was going to be home.
Over Thanksgiving, I had to cut my trip to see my parents short so I could go to work. I wasn't able to fully enjoy my holiday because I had this dark dread of going to work looming over me. I don't want to deal with that over Christmas.
